Tonight is the fancy Christmas party for my day job. I will be wearing a quite nice dress and going alone. I essentially love being alone. I love the silence and the autonomy. I am a singular person. I am a single person.
At this time last year, my heart was frantic. With grief and fear, mostly. But also wonder. I don't think I was cold one moment last year. My body and mind were abuzz with...change, I guess. This year is slower. I feel the cold more. I am more a part of the world than I was.
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